State of emergency

I finally freakin' did it!!! It's over! >_< Yesterday, I graduated from my senior year of high school~~~~~ Gah, its such a relief. -o- Really. :3
Yesterday I wasn't really nervous, nor scared, or extremely happy or sad. I just think it hasn't hit me yet. xp Or maybe it isn't just a big deal, meh I dunno. xp

I'm just glad I have time to myself now~ Next is a university and... blah. xp For now, I just wanna relax at home and do what I enjoy doing best, mess around on my PC. ;D

Who gets the reference? ^_^ So liek, starting tomorrow, it's going to be my final week of my high school education. o: WTF. @-@ The hard stuff was over(last freakin' week) but I still have three tests this Monday and Tuesday. Haven't studied for them at all(2 of them being tomorrow) and I didn't really get to rest this weekend as much as I wanted to(last week was killer on my body) but I'll just deal with it 'till school GTFO's from my life. ;D

Anyway, everything else is going pretty well~~~ Speculating what to get for Christmas, if I do get anything at all. xp

Gah, next week is going to be neuronal suicide. D: I WANT IT OVER WITH SO I CAN FREAKIN RELAX. Not to mention the blog, my home life, etc...
Current problem is not knowing what to do with my hair. D: I've been growing it out to see how it looks longer than I usually use it, but now I'm thinking about cutting it cause of graduation. It'll look neater. But what if it ends up looking bad? :x

Gah. -o- Another factor is that, since I dyed my hair(and am letting it grow out), my hair is like half blonde and half brown. xp It looks really bad. So if I do cut it short, the blond would be totally gone. xp

There should be like some machine that shows you a pic of how you would look liek with a certain hairstyle. >:\

Or two if you wanna think optimisticly~~~  Of school, duh. :P I just want it to freakin' finish already and for all these tests to be over. D: I have around 8-9ish evaluations next week. :l WTF is up with that? D: And two this Friday. -o-

Random Crap:
- This nanowrimo thing is probably gonan be really hard if I keep it up at this rate. D: I MUST THINK OF A PLOT DAMMIT!
- 2PM's new song ain't that great. Too generic for my taste
- I tottaly have a boy crush on the blond kid from BEAST. SO CUET~~~~~~~~~~
- I' m gonna blog so freakin' much when I'm out for school~ <3
- NEED TO LEARN TO USE PHOTOSHOP(for other than changing colors ^-^;)

I just really can't believe that I have like 15 more school days left. @-@ It's like so surreal to me. I mean, even though I'm absolutely FLOODED with tests starting next week, I'm sure these two/three weeks will go by flying. D:
And I still haven't bought my graduation outfit. o-o

So yea, I finally caught up with the internet world. Just need to get my blog back rolling, clean up my hard drive a bit and than watch the hundreds of concerts that I've been downloading and allowing to pile up. xD

Whoaz is me~ Oh, and I REALLY want that new 2NE1 album. :x Bom's You And I is uber good stuff. Just the idea of the albums producers saying that each song can be a title track made me wet myself. o:

Fuuuuuuuu, finally today I had time to catch up on my internet life~~~ Even though I still have a ton of other stuff to do. D: Such as 111 e-mails to check in my hotmail account. :x Not to mention going through all the twitter posts...

So today my Mom told me she would get me that fuckin gorgeous blue iPod Nano 5G 16GB for Christmas. @-@ I freakin need it. D: Actually this morning I was like thinking wether to get that or an iTouch. But I dunno, touch screen is cool and all but the Touch is kinda big and not as sexy as the nano. :\

Well w/e. I want this week over with and than just 3 frakin weeks of school left before I can say "BAI EVERY1"

Ever since I went ahead and totally busted up my PC, I've been so out of the loop. -o- It's not until like 2-3 more days until I'm finally back like before. D: I had to study for a math test tomorrow today so I didn't get to do much computer wise.

I still have to reinstall a ton of programs, games and such, along with fixing up my iTunes, which apart from needing tons of new music, is also really unorganized. D:

Finally after I finish all of that, I can get back to blogging... I miss it. D:

I have a feeling something bad is going to happen tomorrow at school. Probably related to how my hair is too long or something(AND IT FREAKIN' ISN'T). I just think their all jealous 'cause their going bald. <_< W/e, they can go... somewhere... <-<

Oh, and YAY FOR LIKE 209812 K-POP GROUPS DEBUTING IN THE SAME WEEK. -_- Now just gotta pick out the good ones. xp

I don't think I've ever been so tired in my life... Like my sleeping pattern has just been horrible since last week. Not only did I have tests to study for like each day, but I was going to bed at like 1-ish and had a video recording to do on Friday which apparently tired me a lot 'cause I literally(in the first time for a VERY long time) couldn't do anything else without falling asleep.
Doesn't help that yesterday I went to sleep at 5 and woke up like 3 hours later. -_- (Sleepover/birthday thing).

I just have a feeling tomorrow is going to be a very bad day. -o- Or well, maybe just the morning.

Yay, I just listened to 2NE1's Fire for the 200th time according to iTunes, but Last. Fm says 246 times. :P Eitherway, it's my most listened to song off my entire life(so far). Weird 'cause I haven't been listening to it lately. :p It's all been about I Don't Care and In The Club. <3 Love those songs so freakin' much.

So today's school day was pretty lazy~~~ Minus math, I really can't stand the teacher. -_- His jokes are so lame. Sometimes it's just like "SHUT UP STOP TRYING TO BE FUNNY /spaz!" but of course, I woudl never say it. ;D Would ruin my perfect reputatuion. >:3

I have a volleyball test tomorrow though. D: Seriously, it's the only thing that has me like ticked off 'cause I know I'm going to suck BIG TIME. D: I'm tired of getting bad grades. >:\

So right now I have some free time since I have to do 0 studying~ ^-^  Downloading some new music(misono <3) and than I might post something up. Meh, who knows. xp

Gah, I did THREE tests toady in school. -o- I'm positive I failed two and did okay on the other one. xp Oh and apparently the haircut I got is really ugly. :l I really hate my hair. -o- I don't know wtf to do with it. D: GAHHHHHHHHH I'd love it if it were normal. -o-

In other news, I just watched this variety show called "Boys Generation" or something over at all k-pop with SHINee AND FT Island and it was sooooooooo delicious. @-@ Seriously. ^-^'''
Weird, cause I thought the the youngest in FT is actually the oldest. xD He's 20 and I swear he looks like 16/17. <_< Lucky bastard. -o-

Well, it's gonna be 12 soon so I better sleep. :\ GAH This week needs to finish like now and my mood will increase by like 110%. xp Well, maybe even more after my hair grows back. v-v
Oh right, I have to get together with some friends on Friday to shoot a video... There goes Friday. :\ Oh, and on Saturday I have to go to a friends b-day party. xp HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO GET HIM.
I wanna make him something though...
*googles "handmade birthday gifts"*

Seriously, this whole Koharu graduation thing has got me feeling bad. JEBUS I DON'T EVEN LIKE HER THAT MUCH!
Gah, i just get thinking about Koharu related things. Like I dunno, her awkward dancing in Pepper Keibu+ShouganaiYO, her solo in Odore! Morning Curry(along with her constant shrieking in the background, etc...

I don't ever want to live ot see the day when the graduation announcement of Eri is made. I seriously feel so bad for the people who's favorite member was Koha. As we know, it was quite a long list, especially in Japan.

Anyway, I got school tomorrow. -o- My week long break is officially over as of... well, 41 minutes ago. D: Oh weird, theres some ad to the right with some guy on his laptop that looks A LOT like Hirai Ken. xD Gawd, I hate that singer. <_< His voice... Yuck.
I'm glad Japan doesn't have male solo singers like they do females(Kuu, Ayu, Amuro, etc...).

Anyway, gonna try to sleep now unless I keep trying to work on WordPress. <_< Freakin' thing is like a drug. @-@

I just hate school so much. I bet my mood will skyrocket once this dang week is over. It's seriously horrible. D:

Not to mention that today in general just sucked overall due to waking up and finding out that Koharu is graduating. I don't care how much I said I didn't like her, if any of those 9 spectacular girls leave, I will be heart broken. I mean, imagine if it was Eri leaving. o:

Not to mention that I'm so utterly bored right now. -o- I'm thinking of writing up a new post for the blog, but I should also get to reviewing, although I really don't feel like it atm. xp

It's scary to see how Hello! Project changes by the years. This year in particular has been huge for H!P in terms of roster changes. Sigh, I'm gonna miss Koharu. I get to wondering however what the real reason she left was. I know she wants to pursue modeling but those are never the real reasons. I read some rumors that she didn't get too along with the other members. Meh, it could be true. If I think about it, Momosu is kind of separated into groups...
Ai-Eri-Risa(+Sayu-Reina)
Jun-Lin
Reina-Aika
Ai-Anyone(shes a great leader, imo >_<)
Koha-?
At least the pandas seem like in touch with everyone else. xp Koha to me is kind of cocky cause of her solo career and such. I mean, just watching videos and stuff you can notice how her personality is and how she would be with the rest of the girls.
Either way, sucks that shes leaving. -o-
Gonna miss you, retarded crack addict. :(

So I took off the piercing. :x It like literally closed up immediately. xD Right now it just looks like a strange hole with a rash around it due to the redness. Heres hoping it doesn't leave a huge scar. -o-

As for that huge book I was supposed to finish by Monday(pssh), I was reading last night and just got thinking: "Am I really going to waste my weekend reading this crap of a book when I could simply risk it and ask my friends who already toook the test what questions were on it and wat to answer?" Well, doing that is a pretty big risk(huge actually, but at this rate, thinking about that book has got me royally stressed -_-) and hey, if I get a sucky grade, than no big deal, won't be my first nor my last. xp

Sora to Kujira's gonna reach 50k soon. O: I'm wondering on what to do. Actually, I'll organize myself here. :3
I wanna change my Kylee theme(no matter how much I'm going to miss that gorgeous button) into a 4minute theme, which I've already made but am not very happy with.
Gotta make a post showing off the new stuff I added on the blog along with some other ideas... reviews, a "What if..." post, continue the polls and more H!P Newbie guides. :3

What to do now? Work on the 4minute theme and write up that post...

So I decided I might start posting stuff on here. ^_^'
So yea, it's Thursday and I'm on a one week vacation off of school, it starts back up next Monday. -o-
So I'm supposed to be reading this THICK ASS book for a test I was SUPPOSED to take last Friday but since I didn't read it(and no summary was online :x) I had no choice but to read it. Yea, I'm on page 20/366. -_- F*** BOOKS.
Tomorrows Mom's b-day and thank god I just remembered 'cause I would have forgotten to say Happy Birthday to her tomorrow. O_O

In other news, the labret piercing I got on the right side of my lip(thus completing my snakebite) is crookid! D: I don't know what to do. -o- It's REALLY crooked, like too up so I was initally thinking it was becsause of the swelling but now that it's not as swoolen, I'm really starting to freak out. >_< God, what a freakin' pain. -_- I'm not sure what to do though. :\ Whether to take it out(yea, I will) but if to get it redone. :\
Now or when I get out of school? It's only like a few months left(well, like 2 xp) and than I can get it done without havign to get bitched at for wearing a piercing at scool. xp Meh, I'ma wait for a friend to get online so I can ask her for her opinion.

What a pain. -_-